A note to God.

Dear Yaweh, it's me, Katie. I'm having a hard time understanding your ways. Do you always have to be so mysterious? My heart is breaking for people very close to me. I want so desprately to make things well for them. It's not in my control. It's all up to you. I know how much you love me, so your heart must break to see my heart break. I'm sorry to make you sad. I don't want to do anything that would break your heart. I'm so confused. Please comfort them in ways I can't. Send your Holy Spirit. Help us to recognized evil spirits when they attack and to boldly stand against them. Thank you for all your good gifts and your undeserved love. Please come quickly! Amen.